Maybe One Day

She always thought she was strong,

He broke the wall she built,

And taught her things in life,

Giving her the best memories she would wish for.

 

She holds on to those memories,

Even when he isn’t there with her,

It hurts her and she cries,

But she finds the strength to move.

 

She hopes to catch a glimpse of him,

Everywhere they’ve been together,

Hoping that he’ll come back,

To make everything better again.

 

Every morning she wakes up,

Praying that it was just a dream,

That it was just a bad nightmare,

Then she realizes that he’s really gone.

 

She wanted to hold on and never let go,

But he was slipping and she couldn’t do anything.

She wished she could’ve done more,

Been a better person for him.

 

She can’t take the next step,

But his voice keeps reminding her,

That she has to and that she can,

Even without him there.

 

One day when it stops hurting,

She would smile again,

The one that only he could make her do.

I imagined you here with me.

There isn't one moment,

the memories aren't fluent.

I remember everything,

and people thought it was a fling.

Your words still hurt me,

Even if you're not here to see.

Their words sting,

As they pull on my heart's strings.

The things that I know,

Just makes my world turn so slow.

It feels like the world slows down,

And all I do is drown.

When I close my eyes,

I dream of you with me.

And when I open my eyes,

I can sometimes see you in the skies.

I'm not gonna lie,

that sometimes all I want to do is cry.

But I make myself remember the times,

When you made me smile.

It is then that it doesn't hurt so much,

To remember each touch.

And the memories I hold dear,

With it always in my heart so clear.

The future I could not foresee,

But I imagined you here with me,

And now all I want us to be,

Is friends going on a laughing spree.

:)

Walk Away

We walked today,

and all I wanted was for you to stay.

Just let me freeze,

this little moment please.

When you hugged me goodbye,

I felt a little part of me die.

Knowing that I might never see you again,

brought on all the pain.

In that moment I heard my heart break,

wishing that you had made a mistake.

Now standing here watching you go,

The tears seem to be the only thing that flows.

I'm glued to the spot where you left me,

knowing that I'll never be,

nothing more than a distant memory,

and maybe your enemy.

I was in town hoping to see you,

but the answer I already knew.

I held on to wishful thinking,

and now I feel like I'm sinking.

I've got no choice but to do,

as much it hurts me and as much as I love you,

is to watch you walk away,

while I'm stuck here to stay.

How Do I Tell You?

Never did I think,

I would fall for you.

And now that I have,

I don't know what to do.

Its eating me on the inside,

To see you there everyday,

Not being able to be with you,

Knowing that it'll always hurt.

My heart slowly breaks,

Every time I see you.

You're leaving soon,

How do I tell you?

My tears come when I think of you,

Because loosing you hurts so much.

How do I move on?

I need to get away.

What do I do?

Someone tell me.

I can't seem to do anything,

But think of you.

I just can't,

Let myself fall for you.

I don't want to get hurt.

Knowing that hurts me even more.

So tell me,

How do I tell you?

Will It Ever Go Away.

Everything I do,
I'm reminded of you.

Everywhere I turn,

Its you I yearn.

Why can't you leave me alone?

but please don't.

You come in and out,

Is that all I'm about?

The feelings for you,

Are still there after so long,

Sometimes it still feels like a repeating song,

That is all wrong.

There is not one moment where,

It seems that it will ever be fair,

That for once, life is on my side,

And not the one making me want to hide.

So tell me,

Whether you'll be free or,

Do you dare say,

that it will ever go away?

='\

Life Gets Better

They surround you,

When and how you have no clue.
But you're just enjoying it,
While it lasts.

Life seemed so unfair,
Like you're going no where.
Feeling like there's no hope,
In a never ending loop.

Now life's looking brighter,
As you're filled with laughter,
By those who love you,
Even when you've been a fool.

You love how it feels,
Just to show how you always feel.
They'll always be there,
To lend a listening ear.

Only once in a lifetime,
That friends like that come along.
And make you feel strong,
To face the world again.

After so long,
Do you feel like you belong.
And have a hope,
That life gets better.

:)

You Stand

There you are,
Feeling so far,
Wanting to be there,
With everyone.

You hear them pass,
Moving with such a rush.
You wonder whether they see you,
Or see right through.

No matter how they surround you,
you never feel like you're in it.
you try to ignore it,
and your tongue you bit.

you see them laughing,
and you feel like you're only watching.
they don't seem to understand you,
but you try to make them see.

you look in the mirror,
and the person standing there,
isn't the person that you expected to be.
you promised never to flee from it.

you stand there looking through a window,
to a life that you live,
never knowing what to do.
trying hard to live through.

what have I done wrong?
or am I singing a different song?
its like drowning in the sea,
while they stare and flee.

you want it to stop,
just so you can talk,
and let them see
for once who you want to be.