You Stand

There you are,
Feeling so far,
Wanting to be there,
With everyone.

You hear them pass,
Moving with such a rush.
You wonder whether they see you,
Or see right through.

No matter how they surround you,
you never feel like you're in it.
you try to ignore it,
and your tongue you bit.

you see them laughing,
and you feel like you're only watching.
they don't seem to understand you,
but you try to make them see.

you look in the mirror,
and the person standing there,
isn't the person that you expected to be.
you promised never to flee from it.

you stand there looking through a window,
to a life that you live,
never knowing what to do.
trying hard to live through.

what have I done wrong?
or am I singing a different song?
its like drowning in the sea,
while they stare and flee.

you want it to stop,
just so you can talk,
and let them see
for once who you want to be.